I am a happily married man of more than 20 years, with a wonderful home and life that I would not change for anything. I met and married remove young and – while I enjoyed various sexual encounters before settling down – have always had a nagging feeling that I missed out on certain experiences. Some are quite ambitious, such as to three-some; others are more mundane, such as a one-night stand. I do enjoy my sex life but am sometimes overwrought by thoughts that I never “completed the album”, as it were. Yo soy starting to resent people who have had more experiences, as if it’s a competition, even when I know that other aspects of my life have turned out far better than theirs. While I am happy, and would never dream of venturing outside my marriage to address a probably overexaggerated wish list, how can I get rid of this overwhelming feeling that I have missed out and there is a gap I will never be able to fill?
Try to see these thoughts as fantasies – wonderful expressions of healthy eroticism that can serve as a means of keeping you sexually alive – and even enhancing your sexual drive to be intimate with your wife. Please do not take this to mean that you should fantasize about other people while making love with your wife… it is best to be truly present with her. I mean that fantasies serve a purpose – either to facilitate arousal, masturbation, or a general sense of private pleasure and sexual vibrancy. Unfortunately, you have connected these feelings with regret and a sense of longing, and you are not alone in that. Studies have shown that most people think about and fantasize about having sex with someone other than their spouse. Fortunately, you seem too smart to bow to peer pressure or risk losing the life you have for what is really just an ephemeral notion.
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